No more numbers

I can't remember what number I'm on, but whatever. Here goes:

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The last time I ever remember feeling this way was...never. It's like nothing I've ever known before. I'm terrified but excited all at the same time.

I think I'm in love. There, I said it. But it's not really...right? I mean, I don't know what he is. I've ever only met him once, and yet I feel a connection between the two of us. My friends sometimes like to call him a vampire. I'll admit, he does has rather long and sharp K9s. But, I can't decide if I'd rather him be human, or a vampire.

Pros and Cons of vampire:
Pros:-no secrets
-can stay on the same page
-understand what each other is going through(more so than humans)
-live forever
-be a strong team(physically as well as mentally)
Cons:-the blood issue
-if get into a fight, bad things could happen(I'd prefer not to think about those, thank you very much)
-might not be able to reproduce with werewolves (:( )

Pros and Cons of human:
Pros: -normal
-get along with others
Cons:-might not understand
-fragile
-shorter life span
-have that strange ability to judge before they get the full story
-the main reason for a "temper tantrum"
-"ignorance is bliss"

I don't think that helped me any. But, maybe I could be wrong. If he were human, maybe he'd get it; maybe, just maybe, he'd believe it. If he's a vampire, the magickal world may or may not accept it. Though they might. But there is that sad-making thought that vampires and werewolves might not be able to reproduce; and I'd eventually like to have a child of my own.

Considering what I know about him so far, I know that he knows I'm a witch, as well. And what's drawn me to him is that, it doesn't seem to matter to him. See, if he's a vampire, I'd expect that reaction. But if he's a human...I'm rather impressed. No one's ever thought that way of us before. They assume it's something evil when, a lot of the time, it's not. Right now, I don't know if I care if he's a human or a vampire. His personality came sort of more.. vibrantly? the night I met him. So, no, I really don't think I care what he is. As long as he's mine; it won't ever matter.

Just a heads up.

I don't know why, but I haven't been doing anything on this blog. Maybe I will soon. But just not now. I don't want to put something down if my family is watching. So, more should come to this blog soon.